The most drama i've ever received (is that the right word?) the entire half of the year.
I haven't got this much drama for a while now. Silly how everything starts crumbling at the same time. And no, i'm not exaggerating. I've tried to talk to a lot of people about different problems, but really i can't this time round. It's so complicated, no details should be missed out. It's pretty much linked and i can't bear to see anymore drama in this phase.
First: The truth about my family.
Second: Uncle in coma, brain damage due to heart attack, but getting better.
Third: Mum and gramps are barely in good health, they won't eat b'cos they're worried.
Fourth: Internship is gonna screw me cos i've taken 4 days MC, CONSECUTIVELY.
Fifth: My body isn't anywhere near healthy, I almost fainted.
And that's just a gist of everything. It may seem pretty little, but for a girl and an only child, it's a lot to take in in less than 7 days. I keep telling myself i'm not missing out on anything much, but i know inside i am. I don't know who reads this, but i hope you keep this a secret - promise me you won't tell anyone?
Trust me, i am very much trying to get myself together these days.
I could break down anytime. Any-fucking-time.
Written with love; 12:45 am
