Initially it was just my body falling apart. I was ill and weak. And then i got worse to the point that i almost fainted. At that point of time, i didn't worry too much, because pain was inflicted on me. I knew whatever it was, i could hold it in. I could take it. Physical pain won't last forever.
But the worst has yet to come.
The secrets that have been kept for too long was revealed and, not from someone i thought would unfold it to me. I knew something was amiss, i knew there was something more to this issue. Bewildered, i'm still trying to figure out how to manage this. Who do i trust?
Then when i thought it was almost over.
A family member in critical condition. Apart from everyone trying their hardest to keep ourselves together, to have faith, to never give up; we knew deep inside we're all in a vulnerable state. Prayers after prayers, we held on to God, we made sure we didn't miss anything. But God i know the obstacles you put us through, are only of those we can handle.
Please, i beg you, pray with me. Pray for everyone's well being, we'll never know when one would leave us, permanently.
Written with love; 10:24 pm
