Decisions
Sometimes when my mind lingers into sins, i try my very best to come out of it. I wish i hadn't had the thoughts. I wish i wasn't thinking about something so, heartless. I don't like to be angry, honestly, i don't. Being angry only means you can't handle your emotions and that you're listening to the devil in you. You wish for something more, that's probably a sin too. But it only makes you human.
What if the everyone in the world, never had thoughts. What if everything just went as planned. What if there weren't choices to be made, that would probably determine any matters of life and death. But that would then lead to no problems. And no problems only lead to living life like robots. Then again, robots? I would rather not live, than be a robot. I'd rather have feelings, senses and most importantly, thoughts. A mind to make decisions, life changing decisions.
I've always believed that every decision you make, would affect you and your future. Precisely why i don't like choosing. Because when i have to, i think it through and it makes me go insane. I don't like being mad, it's just something i prefer not to be.
Right now, i'm thinking i should sleep. Because i'd probably regret it tomorrow.
Written with love; 2:34 am
