I may have been down so much recently, but honestly, i just realised who i truly need. I always tend to forget who have truly loved me all this while, been there for me and will never leave. My heart, my soul, my everything. The two people living in this very home.
The ones who have been nagging at me profusely, every single day. The one who forces me to eat the bread she already cut the sides of. The one who comes home asking me how was school. The one who constantly remind me about how much i need her and she needs me. The one who never fails to wake me up every morning for school. The one who'd go through any means, just to fulfill my unfinished desires.
That unconditional love, until the end of time, gramps and mummy.
To think that i've failed in love, even dampened my emotions. I failed as a child, a daughter, a granddaughter. Three generations in one home, is filled with life stories that have so much to share, to learn from. I wish i knew from the start, i wish i cherished them even more. I love them, whole-heartedly. I would do anything to make them happy, to see smiles on their faces. I live for their happiness and nothing could change that.
I hope i can, i know i will try my very best to fulfill their wishes, like they did for me.
Written with love; 3:15 am
