Savour the sorrow.
I'm not going to start thinking twice about this. I've seriously seen through everything, everyone. There's no point staying put any longer. I just really want to move on, i really do. I don't know what's keeping me, but i'll try my very best to shove it aside.
I bet next year would be a virgin start for me. I've put certain things first, my family and education. I don't want to waste any more time drooling over this matter, that just never seem to end. But of course, i am going to have some intricate moments, who doesn't? I'll try to stop - i healed the last time i got hurt, didn't i? So why would it be impossible this time. It maybe a bit hard, but not beyond my limitations.
I want to go back to who i used to be in fact, i want to be better than that.
I'm alive just to prove myself wrong.
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Trust is an issue for me. Why? Because the souls i trusted, aren't those i trust anymore. That's how easy they lose my trust. As much as i want to trust someone that easily, it isn't as simple. If you want to gain back my trust, make sure you keep once i give it to you, don't take it for granted. Because my chances in giving it back to you, are close to impossible. All i wanted was an honest mistake.
xoxo Double xo.
Labels: Thoughts in short.
Written with love; 1:58 am
