I kissed the lips of an angel.
Endless Possibilities.
Thank you for trying your very best to show me your love. I appreciate every single time you text and i savour every moment with you. As i wait, i dug in deeper affection for you. Perhaps, absence does make the heart grow fonder. Unfortunately, i realised you're not who you said you were. You're not the person i imagined. I know expectations and perceptions are to be depleted even before i met you, but girls just can't help it. We just dream too much. However much my friends told me to leave, i just can't bear to let you go. It's time for me to make my own decisions and list down all the possibilities. But of course to me, what matters most, is still you and your comfort. So ... should i stay or should i go? (Girls are indecisive, at least, i am.)
I need that small tinge of light to lead me to my destiny, just a little sparkle will do. I do realise that i'm just beginning to enter the real world, where nobody actually cares. Indeed, i am afraid, but risks and challenges are, in fact, part and parcel of life. Why not take my chances, what do i have to lose? I know i can gain it all back - either easy or the hard way. Love and life just have to cling to each other, whether or not you can juggle the two. Apparently, all of us blame it on time, when in fact, it's just us, not playing our part.
How can you possibly blame the rain when you slip and fall on a muddy patch of grass?
You should've walked on a pathway instead (or not wear frictionless shoes/slippers).
Come to think of it, we all whine about little flaws of nature - when it's just doing its job.
Don't deny it, y'all ever had that typical thought, even if it was for a split second.
Love you souls, xoxo Double xo.
Written with love; 11:19 pm
