Emy Shamimi
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Saturday, June 06, 2009
broken stalks felt my heartbeat.Restless soul of the night.
I am currently furious because i broke my two stalks of daisies (above picture) for my mum - which is supposed to be given tonight. I wanna cry ready. Wanna know why? Because i got so mad when i heard Han said that name. Don't ask me why the heck i got so mad. I don't know, i was so happy then and it all turned 360 degrees. Thanks ah, what am i supposed to give my mum now, i don't know either. Anyway, it was unintentional. Probably because this date was memorable, to me at least. It's just that if it didn't turn out this way, i'd be meeting the guy of my dreams, but well it was cancelled. Boohoo, you might say. But too bad, he's wayyyyyyyyyy better, trust me. Stop dreaming, Emy!
As stated before, i didn't go for training, but instead i left home around 2. Just took a bus to Pasir Ris and headed off to Whitesands. I didn't actually know where exactly i wanted to go. But i bumped into Sally in the bus! She thought i was some aunty who wanted to grab the seat for myself, when i actually wanted to tap her on the back. Haha, i'm a nyonya! Hahaha, so she headed off to meet her boyf while i was left alone. Loner, hahaha, but i got some peace. :D Then i got bored by the thirtieth minute so i called Qiu. Walked all the way to her place and played ChubbyBunny, inspired by ndtitanlady in YouTube. Haha, hilarious, i'm gonna let you guys see our video next. Fear factor was next, but i was the only one doing it. Not as bad, in fact, it was quite nice. Afterwards, i helped her out with her chores and Fairuz(ana) came. She helped too, then we crapped and gossiped and ate. We got so hungry, we ate whatever we could grab. Haha, Fairuz and i went home soon after. :) Headed to Whitesands to buy the (ruined) flowers and a cake for mummy! She's forty-five mind you, not that old for a woman. <3 Oh, and if i knew it was cancelled again, i could have headed to Nart's party :(. But good thing is, i didn't see his face. If not, i'd be dragging and sobbing my way home.
Oh and sorry Nart, i couldn't attend your party. I thought i could, but things cocked up.
Sorry aye! :) Happy belated 17th birthday babe! <3
I wish you the best, i guess.
Love you souls. <3
Try to ease the hurt.
Written with love; 10:11 pm