Brutal honesty on the truth.Insanity due to CSA. Don't mind me, all i need right now is Math - right. Anyway, it went well, cos i was able to elaborate on repeated points. Haha, better than nothing, right Shawn/Sean/Shaun. Hahaha, i still dunno how to spell his name. Probably because i never did ask. Gaa, anyway, i went home early today cos i was out of cash, to even follow the girls to town. I know, that bad. It sucks not knowing what to do next. Let's see, i've eaten, Facebook-ed, Twitter-ed, listened to music, chatted and even blogged. What's next? Maybe i should consider going out to study alone. Maybe, that is. It's a most probable never. Haha, i shall not be independant for now, right. I have to take things in my own hands very soon, i guess. So, i learned something new. To forgive and forget. Is it ever gonna be relatively good for me? Or just another smack right in my face? Whatever that is, i'm so gonna move, step, run forward. No more turning back to past. Cos i've got ladies and nights to dance my sorrows away! Oh and i'm a very happy girl because i finally found something thats worth so much to me! Haha, okay shh. Anyway, life has been great, even yesterday couldn't bring me down on the dumps. I'm still here, happy, smiling, loving each and everyone of you. :D I've really got to let it go man! Truly loving someone else, way worth it. :DDDD It hasn't been easy, but i'm so loving it. Can't wait for Monday lovergirls. It's so gonna be ladies night on Tuesday. <3Okay, love you souls, i shall reast in peace now. No more heartaches and especially no more mistakes.
Written with love; 5:04 pm
