Emy Shamimi
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
Married to infatuation.Sensing disbelief and pure insincerity.
Probably knowing what's happening between their lives isn't worth it. Day by day, it just makes you stronger and weak at the same time. Ironic, isn't it? Perhaps, it just shows how not worth it, waiting all these while. Nevertheless, i didn't regret having spent mistakes, making sure it'd never happen again. Jolly well start with a good 'Hello'. Recently, i have been better than before. No more late night coughs,breathless blocked nose and shivering cold. Haha, in fact, i slept soundly. Forgotten about my assignments and i have to catch up now. Seriously, i'd be dead meat if i don't finish any by then. Anyway, yesterday's plan was cancelled and i decided to take up Farahin's offer to go to the Arts Fest. I loved the first part. But the consequtive ones were quite mundane. Predictable, but the costumes were amazingly detailed. Makes the whole atmosphere, a bit creepy for me, what more with the loud bass music in then background. Had lots of pictures taken and a video too. Found it a bit boring and decided not to wait for the fireworks, so we ended up at Clarke Quay. Initially i wanted to grab a Turkish IceCream but decided not to because i have not eaten.
Have i told you that one of the things in my list of 'Must Do's Before I Die.' is to try the GX5?
The Bungee experience in Singapore. A bit too lazy to go anywhere further unless i'm going to be a rich and successful business woman that is. Anyway, it's under Farahin and Fazlin's too. So we could barf in the bag together. It looks uber cool. Trust me, even if you feel like you don't intend to, you know you still want to. Headed off to the riverside and sat. Munch on food particles and sang out of tune, until passerby-s think we're strangely cute. Haha, self praise. I took so long to finish my Mushroom Swiss Doubles. Goodness, but hell it was good. I mean, heaven. Around 10.30 we headed off to City Hall. You know, i really despise looking at big groups of teenagers sitting around and giving that 'What are you looking at ?' look. Sickening, but i saw a few hot souls who look nice. :D Haha, oh and some cute eurasians too.
Home seems so peaceful that day. Despite the death of my refrigerator(s) and washing machine, the house still looks cosy. After 16 years, you left without making a sound. Mummy bought a new one by herself and well, service wasn't good because it'll ony come on Monday. Goodness, i hate opening the stinky fridge. I still haven't eat my Ferrero Tronky given by Farahin okay! Hee, keep your mouth shut. Okay, i guess i'll have to start doing my assignments now. Practically, going haywire now. Someone, help!
Pictures: Arts Fest 09'
Pictures: CousinsDayOut April 09' (Finally!)
GoodDay souls. :D Love y'all!
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I need you now, please. I seriously hate him. I can't stand those lies he's been telling, I just want him out. Totally. That thing keeps bugging me. For a very short relationship, they went that far? I should've seen through it. I should'nt have waited. Remorseful, i shouldn't have accepted at all! Utmost regret at this point of time. All those while the hurt was deep. This, was slicing through me. Being with that thing, that's barely as long as us, is more favourable? Our time is comparable? Its not, hell no. Nothing can be compared to each different relationship. Each and every has its own good and bad moments. In fact, i can state that ours, destroyed my well-being. He didn't just hurt me. He didn't just scarred me, he killed my soul. Give it back and no one's gonna hurt you. Cos i know God's gonna make whats best for the both of you. All i want is you now, please boy. Save me from him.
Written with love; 2:53 pm