Emy Shamimi
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Friday, May 15, 2009
i love you ah. Just another forged love, to make you feel better.
Life has been exceptionally great today, waking up to remember i was ill. Got out of bed and nothing much to do because my head felt all giddy and heavy. Had a tiny breakfast and ate my medicine and back to sleep. I had a great sleep, cos it makes youforget the world. Funny thing is, it makes you have weird dreams. I dreamt about someone who broke my heart countless times. Haha, he doesn't deserve my sympathy no more. Anyway, then in the afternoon, i did the same, instead i watched television. Hee, i called Farahin a while cos i received a message from unknown - cos my phone is blank. Watched Ellen's talk show after missing it for so long. Then back off to sleep. I feel like a lazy pig by then. Woke up realising Snowy was facing me. Haha, made me giggle. Mummy then came and felt my body temperature. Was kinda warm. In the morning it was 37.7 degrees. Oh, and i noticed i've changed my refrigerator to the new one. Haha, my uncle helped while i was sleeping. God help me in this.
Now, i'm feeling so much better, but after reading the offline message from Syaiful, i wasn't prepared. I mean, it was just a mere 3 to 4 days patch? Yes, i'm putting his name up and telling everyone he broke up with me - again. Boy, if you're reading, get this straight. I loved you, but you did this to me again, i'm not coming back. Rara, whom i dislike, loves you more. Truthfully, i don't like you being with her. Seriously, i don't get the sudden comeback from you. Then disappear when break ups. Afraid to face me to ask for it? Or just plain coward? Haha, okay, anyway, i knew this was coming so i had to be mentally prepared. Of course, for the first few, ten minutes or so, i cried. Then i settled down. And now i'm laughing for joy. Cos now, i can date anyone i want, including your brother! Hahaha, are you up for it? Come on people, join in and laugh. Isn't this creepy? Your ex girlfriend is making fun of you? Anyway, Mokrep still hates me and thinks i'm arrogant. I'll prove you guys wrong someday okay? When i think my time is worth wasting on you souls. Hope you someday see what truly lies beneath your minds. Love you - at least i used to!
Farahin, i still need a late night movie date. :)
Cos the clocks ticking, and people are hating me! It's unpredictable when they're gonna tear me up into pieces and throw me into the rubbish chute. Haha, anyway, i love my friends. And cousins. And boyfriends. And future boyfriends. Bleargh. I hate the fact that i'm going through this again, cos i sound desperate! He should be the desperate one. Boohoo. Okay, i think my fever's going down! Ohmygosh, Shurz, i still need to date you, soon. I need to tell you millions of things. But my phone's down. And i've got no way to contact you. :( Probably next time alright. Tomorrow's a date with mummy! :D Nownow, i shall persuade her into buying me new clothes. Oh, and sorry girls if i can't go to the Arts Festival with you guys, trust me, i really wanted to. Just remembered the reason why i switched on the computer. ASSIGNMENTS!
Okay, love you souls. Bye!
Written with love; 9:05 pm