Veins too thin to burst in tears. Perhaps life wasn't that bad without a man. Lived through it, meaning i don't need another. :) Let's just say one hasn't got over it, but trying to? Everyone expects the best for me, but it's indescribably impossible - at this point of time. Maybe when i find another, he maybe so much more worth it? If not, i'll just stick to the same menu. (Unexpectedly lovable.)Maybe thats whats best for me. Haha, good to know he's doing exceptionally well. We'll see how long i'll stick to talking about him all day. I just hate some words that come out of this mouth. Haha. Oh and, sorry, i just realised that i was so very mean on that last post. Many beautiful souls told me. Was i that mean? I never knew i'd end up that bad. Gosh. Okay, that is a whole lot of heartache going on. I've got half done, half more to go. Right ain? Probably best for me to stick with my darling teddy as my boyfriend. Perfectly friendly and smiley, and of course, spent most time with him/her. Haha, transvestite teddy oi. Sexy ass he has. Anyway, i finally have my lappy on. :) A very happy bitch i am. Lol, okay. I wanna get a camera soon. Mummy i need cash! Furthermore, i need to do more shopping. :) Whatever it is, i need to forgive and forget. And totally have a grudge. HAHA, so unlike emy. Anyway, i love my boyfriend. Did i mention that? Oh, and yes, Iskandar, expecting me to type your name. Happy now? Gogo, study or sleep of study! Or go school, or see dedication from Nisa and me in Nisa's blog. I know we're cute souls.:) And not to mention, very kental. Write about you? Hmm, thanks for helping me with the computer you very gemuk person who doesn't want to sleep when you're schooling tomorrow! K bye. I miss my boy-friends ah. And i want my girlfriends to hug me until i cannot breathe. Then i want my teddy to kiss me goodnight. Don;t ask what the hell i'm talking about, cos i don't know either. Gosh , am i going crazy?I love the people who stick with me whenever i needed help.Thanks Farahin and Fazlin for pinching and slapping me whenever i mention his name.(I already have red thighs.)Thanks Nisa for following me shop even though we both get tired of walking.(Muscles aching for spa.)Thanks whoever else for giving me sweet lovely messages to tell me that they're there with me.(Includes Amanda, FarahFatin, Sisqa, Natasha, Hanzalah, Kamal, Roy, Reddy, Nora, Rikh, Shurz and Iskandar.) Whoever else i didn't mention, you should know. :)Souls, are you so nice or what?! Ok, love you. Don't i sound nice today? :DThanks hor. I love you like i love pink dolphins.
Written with love; 11:56 pm
