In vain.A sudden dilemma arose as soon as she woke up. Was it just a dream or is it really happening? Is that fate of hers coming real soon and that she will never be able to say goodbye? Today relived and made her realised how much she appreciates them all. How much she cherish them. But it just doesn't ever seem enough to everyone.She's the girl who doesn't do what is to be expected but be the person who she's told to be. Someone who obeys and does'nt retaliate. Those tears she shed everyday was all in vain. Nothing's gonna change if she just stood there and wait. Everyday was left with reachable opportunities that were never met. Those precious moments of being uncertain brought upon every single chance of making an ideal choice. She could have made it into the right path, where she got all the pleasure and please at the same time, but she threw it all away. She did all she could, she tried. She tried saving every single soul, trying her very best to please them. All in all, she got nothing. She owns nothing. And now she dreads being nothing. That dream of hers made her realise so much about life and how unfair it is. That one day, someone loved may just leave.
Unfortunately, that someone she loved, may just be herself.
Written with love; 12:03 pm
