Oh, hello strawberry jam and major mood swing.Oh,since it came yesterday -it was only three more hours to go!, i had to break my fast. I mean, major bad timing. Exams are coming and you wrecked my good mood. Since it came, i have bad cramps and my legs ache more than it usually do. But oh, nevermind, i still get to eat. (: I'm being grateful for this. I love you, god. Today was moderately ok, without physics. I have physics test tomorrow, so i better get on with it and not blog about today too much. I had Chemistry class after school and it felt horrible. I was half asleep all the way, these eyes just can't stand yesterday's late night sleep. Today, i too, didn't get any afternoon nap. The migraines are back and on with my medication. Hope it's not as bad until i can't come to school lovelies! Love you readers! Oh, why so suddenly, everything changed so fast? Currently, I'm having bad mood swings, real bad. I can laugh then cry like a mad woman, oh god, help me. This soul can no longer stand the hardship you give to her. I feel like a burden, for myself. This thing I'm supposed to go through, am i supposed to go through this alone, by myself? Without no guidance from any other? Oh, please, I'm begging you. When can my disturbed heart feel undisturbed. Oh god, this soul thinks so highly of you, that she can't bear to even ask for help. I feel that there was no reason for me to live. I think i'm here just to make mistakes, so no one else does. I feel broke inside, but i never did admit. People never know how angry or hurt i am until i breakdown. And once i do, it's real bad. Oh, please. Stop breaking every part of me until i can no longer stand on my own. Life's real bad alone and i don't want anyone to add to this misery. It's already too heavy for a fifteen year old, like me.
DON'T DISTURB.
Written with love; 4:39 pm
