I can speak, no more.
Those few words i spoke, are no longer mine. I've made my decision to leave them one by one slowly. I have to, its a matter of whether i can hang on that long. Time is precious, in a way that i need some time for myself and other more important things. Yes, more important than them. I have to move on much further than what i expect from myself this year. They may not be able to follow my footsteps, since they're waiting there, not moving an inch. I hope, really, one day, i can repay all my wrong doings and come back to them. Oh, i feel horrible.
[Another thing.]
They brought more problems in and I'm glad that i don't have to ask anyone for help. I've moved on, not waiting for anyone. I have to stop myself from making any other wrong decision. I'm useless at making decisions and most of my decisions are made by someone else.I'm sorry for whatever that I've done to whoever i did any wrong to. Oh, songs lingering in my head. I guess better stop soon.
Bit by bit, sorrows cut deeper into my soul. When everything turns dark, i tend to not search for light and just stay where i am and not move an inch. I pretend everything is going to get better if i just stay there, thinking that a bright light would just shine on me. Not being a hard worker, i tend to leave it hanging.
YES, I WILL WORK HARD TO SUCCEED!
Written with love; 6:35 pm
