Ok, reality and secrets kill me. Oh fuck, i feel very pissed today. Plus, i don't think i can make it next year into the same class. I really feel like dropping out of school. It's a real bitch, really. I can't stand teacher's always finding fault in me, then just subjects itself gets my mind so worked up. I mean, i feel stressed la. Secrets are being revealed to me without the people telling me. I am human - i do feel hurt at times but it's just that i don't show it. Don't you guys ever think that I'd go easy if you leave me like that not knowing. I will, somehow, in a way or two. Oh god, help me go through life simply, i just can't take it no more. Happiness can come in a jiffy, but after the same day, sorrows come in a pile, much more than you'd ever guess. Oh really, i feel like giving up on every hope i had before. It can never happen again. Hopes were high, and now, it just stops right here. It cannot be continued. & yeah, i give up.
Written with love; 9:28 pm
