oh, another lie.

i am sorry, at the same time, feeling guilty for all the things i did in the past and future. i feel helpless that i wasn't able to help you. i feel sorry for what happened. still, i never meant to hurt you, i'll make it up to you . i never meant to make you cry, i'm sorry that i lied about my feelings. i don't trust myself-my instinct, somehow. however, i do love you, but i don't realise it. i know you trusted me, and i broke your already broken heart. i'm sorry, that i lied-again.


i'm still right where i started, i broke many hearts, i do realise. but it's still for you people own good. i mean, you've found your perfect one or near to perfect one, already right? i guess you made the right choice. goodluck, while i sit here, waiting for my perfect moment to come.