if i were to lose someone i really love,
i could really die.i'd cry..till my tears ran dry.
but now.my tears are still alive.
its still flowing down like a waterfall.

i am feeling blue right now.
i feel sick.
i feel depressed.
i've never really wrote my tru feelings here.
but here it goes.




i am actually thinking about
what im gonna do, if one of my family members die.
now i really understand the meaning of family.
if you lose them.it might be forever.
you can never meet them again.
it'll be painful.but its death.
you cant change it.
maybe i'll lose my mind if i lose them.

gosh.itll totally change my whole life.
okayy enuff of the friggin sad stuffs.


bladeebla.NURUL's here.so dada.(: